Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Talk and I'll Listen

There are nights... and there are days. But only some are worth speaking of. Rather, they all can be talked about... The amout of how interesting they really are depends. Anyways, these nights are full of tears, laughter, hope, despiration, lonliness and togetherness. Throw 'em together and mix 'em up and you've got a little thing I like to call life. There's always a sunrise that leads into a sunset and like always that sunrise will come back around after the sunset is gone. A new beginning after every end, with every breath and decision. The point is, there is never ever a reson to loose hope and give up. Problems? They come and go but this life is the only one you've got. Don't throw it away... Try not to even think about throwing it away. 'Cause we all have our issues but you don't wanna miss that sunset... The stars and the moon. The sunrise with the birds singing their song. All the laughter and tears. The lonliness that makes togetherness so special. The despiration that makes having hope so important. You never know what nights and days will be worth talking about... Now me? I'll listen to anything <3

A Beautiful Blustery Misty Day

The wind in the trees
Two crows on a house
In the distance you may hear the cry of a mouse.

At a steady pace I watch and listen
As the water trickles down the street
To the squish-thud of my feet

I try not to miss anything
As the chimes join in with their meloncholly tune
I continue take my time as to not get home so soon.

With this weather that's about
It creates a feeling inside of me
The kind that makes me want to jump up in glee

It's too warm for snow
And it's too cold for sweat
But a day like this i'll never forget.

Monday, January 30, 2012


summersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummersummer! I'm done with winter, I'm ready to have fun. I'm tired of hiding under all these layers, well... when I decide to layer. I want to let my toes warm themselves in the sun, and wake up to all the birds chirping. I'm so excited to be able to sit out on the porch and read, to be influenced by all the surrounding beauty. I want to hear the booming thunder claps from a summer storm, to stand in the rain and watch the lightning light up the sky. (Yeah it may not be the safest thing but it's fun!) I'm ready to catch some fire flies in a jar and let them go as I lay down in the grass and count the stars. Bonfires and hanging with friends, being busy with little work that needs to get done. I'm so ready for winter to be over with.....


Friday, January 27, 2012


Silence is broken
Falling down into darkness
When will I wake up?

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I Finally Realize

Quietly thinking
Hope is all I never had
Tears run down my cheek

An Unfinished....

Everytime we step out the door, we no longer hold our lives in our own hands. Each step we take brings us closer to something greater that has less to do with ourselves, and more to do with other people.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

The London Spotlight

Standing lonely a busy street somewhere in London, I look for a friendly face. Someone who, like in all the movies, would take me under their wings and show me the ways I missed while growing up in the states. Cautiously I step out and onto a bus. Going to the top, I ride and just watch at all the hustle and bustle below. I would say I'm alone up here, but there's a dad with two kids and an elderly couple enjoying the crisp morning. There's something in this moment that makes me smile... It's the love that I see from these people that's so pure and simple and caring. I look out across the Thames River and think. I know life is far from the glamour that is movies... and odds are I won't get a lovely chap to fall in love with me right away. But being here, being back where my life first started... It's something that only I can enjoy. So I take pleasure in living in the moment here and now... there's nothing anyone can do to take it away from me. Maybe a smile will bring someone into my life in time.. but currently I'm the only star in my movie and I'm going to enjoy the spotlight.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Just a Look Away from Dreams Coming True

Every time I look
I hope to see someone who'll
make my dreams come true

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With each click I make
A diamond I hope to find
Words sparkling bright

And You Are...?

How 'bout a smile
Or maybe a short hello
I'd love to know you

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Walking and Talking and... Moooooo!

As I walk to third, I think of all the things I could say to you. "Hey... wanna join me and a few friends at the movies?" But what I really wish I could say was "Hey... I like you. I'm terrified of the movie my friends want to see so do you want to be the guy I hide behind?" It seems simple right? But I have no idea as to what you would say... would you just smile that sweet smile and say something like "sure" or "sounds like fun?" Or would I be making a  fool of myself? I love the friendship that has started to build between us... and I don't want to mess it up. I don't want to rush it or make things weird... I want to do this right. But I don't want to wait till the cows come home either! Just thinking of all the possibilities and what could happen... It makes me smile. I'm ready to take chances and find a relationship and be happy and have fun. So hopefully we'll continue to walk and talk and.... no. I'm not going to mooooooooooooo(:

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

No More Snack ):

It is kind of sad
When you are eating Welch's
And then they are gone.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

I want...

I have decided that I want to makes some new friends.I want to go out into the world... and meet all the people it has to offer. I want to hug a person laying on the side of the street, and tell them that it's going to be okay. I want to laugh at someone robbing a bank, we all know they won't get very far. I want to hold a new born babe, so pure and innocent from the start. I want to spend time with a lover, have our fingertips connect in pure bliss. I want to listen to an elder, picture the world as it used to be, for it will never be that way again. I want to answer all the questions from a curious child, watching their eyes light up as they marvel at the vastness of the world. I know that this world is bigger than the here and now... I want to see just how large it really is. I want to meet all the people, see and hear all the pain, passion, love, happiness, joy... there's so many emotions to be found in this world and I want it all.

Monday, January 09, 2012

Goodbye, Friend

Love me or hate me.
Be on my side or fight against me.
I really don't care.
But tell me...
Have enough respect for me and for yourself.
Are we friends or is it not worth it?
Our friendship has been quite grand...
There's so many things that I love about it and so many memories.
But if it all means nothing to you then forget about it.
I won't be a bother to you any longer.
There's no need to play the games,
and I'm certainly not going to stick around if you keep changing all the rules.
So this is me being open with you:
You're my best friend,
Someone that I hold very dear to my heart.
But sometimes when you love something you have to let them go.
And if they come back to you then they too value what you have.
But if not then it was fun while it lasted.
Eep op ork ah ah

Monday, January 02, 2012

2012 Nonsense

Alright 2012... Let's lay down the law. I want no funny buisness, no crazy acts, no shnanigans. HA! Who am I trying to kid? This year is going to be crazy... from graduating in June to going to college in the fall... and who knows what's going to go down in between. I once saw the words of a wise person, and they said that you only live once. I'd like to think that's pretty obvious in the world we live in today. But the rest  of it was that if you do it right, live without regrets and doubts, then once is enough. So let's jump in, head first of course. Again, you only live once and taking chances is a great way to spend your time... and who knows if this is the last year we're gonna live? Not that I believe in all that mumbo-jumbo-nonsense (;